DOSE: T+ 0:00	.5 mg	oral	Etizolam	(pill / tablet)
T+ 0:00	.5 mg	insufflated	Etizolam	(ground / crushed)
T+ 1:00	1 mg	oral	Etizolam	(pill / tablet)
T+ 1:00	.5 mg	insufflated	Etizolam	(ground / crushed)

BODY WEIGHT:

210 lb

I recently got some 1 mg Etizolam tablets from an online source. The day I got them I immediately split one in half and put half down the hatch and half up my nose. I'd say it was about 5 pm at the time.

I had some limited experience with benzos but had never really delved to deeply into them.

About an hour later I started to feel a little drowsy but not much more so I dropped a 1 mg tab and snorted half of another. Within about 20 minutes I was feeling very heavy and blissful.

The details of the rest of the night are pretty unclear to me. I remember hanging out with some friends who stopped by, and my mom asking me what was wrong with me.

The next thing I really remember Is waking up at about 9:00 in the morning in a panic because I was supposed to be at work an hour earlier. I texted a friend of mine at work and he told me my manager told him I had called in earlier in the morning.

I checked my phone and I had called my work at about 7:25
I took it in stride and went back to sleep. Waking up feeling fantastically refreshed at about 11:30 in the afternoon.

I went in the next day and everything was going fine until I looked at my schedule. I had been cut from 28 hours to 11. I was pissed. I was pissed at myself for getting to fucked up to handle my responsibilities. I was pissed at my manager for cutting my hours over it. And I was pissed at myself for underestimating the drug.

This anger permeated me in a way I've never felt. I stomped around angry slamming pans and stuff around. Waiting, begging for an excuse to explode on the first person who wronged me.

Luckily this excuse never came and I calmed down over the next few hours. I really can't blame this outburst on the drug, but I feel like I had a lot less emotional control than I normally would have had and I feel like it may have had something to do with it.

I am currently trying to pick up the pieces of this little fiasco. I underestimated this drug and suffered the consequences for it in full. The only thing I can say about Etizolam is that it is a very powerful chemical, and I need to treat it with the utmost respect. The emotional depletion even after only one small dose makes me really worry about addiction.

Exp Year: 2013	ExpID: 101899
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 20
Published: Sep 19, 2017	Views: 9,095
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