DOSE: T+ 0:00	10 mg	oral	Pharms - Tadalafil
T+ 0:45	2 hits	smoked	Cannabis
T+ 1:00	1 hit	smoked	Salvia divinorum	(extract)
T+ 1:10		inhaled	Inhalants - Nitrites
T+ 1:20	repeated	inhaled	Inhalants - Nitrites
T+ 1:30	repeated	smoked	Salvia divinorum	(extract)

BODY WEIGHT:

145 lb

While retirement can be nice I’m not sure it’s worth getting old for. There are days I think dying might be preferable to getting old but then, I think, “What the hell, if I live today I can always die tomorrow.”

Living today might mean cards, dinner down the street with friends, music and drinks at the corner bar or an old movie. Or … maybe … a dirty movie?

So I pop a Cialis and pack up my party supplies -pot, poppers, 25X Salvia- and hop a bus to the gay bathhouse downtown. Why? Because when I’m high or wasted I don’t want to have to worry about a lot of rules and there are almost *no* rules at the bathhouse! Most people wander around naked or near naked. Some to many are high. Music and lights pulse. Hallways are dark and winding. Numerous wall mirrors add dimension and confusion. There are hot saunas, steam rooms, dark rooms, open showers and two cinemas showing non-stop porn.

I lock myself in my private room and strip down to a towel. While they do NOT allow drugs you can usually get away with blazing up in the privacy of your room (especially under the cloak of burning tobacco). The pot has already rendered me stupid as I make a wrong turn looking for a movie room.

There are other naked to near naked guys wandering the dark hallways; some young, some as old as me and … everywhere in-between. I prefer women but, at my age, men -even old men- look better than old women and are a hell of a lot more uh playful. In my hands I’ve concealed a bottle of poppers, a lighter and a dugout of Salvia with a one-hit bat.

The seats in this theater are stadium style box cots with cot type mattresses. I grab one, take a half lying / half sitting position and discretely hide my Salvia under my mattress. The movie is engaging, almost as engaging as the live group grope going on in the far corner, and, between the Cialis and pot, my penis pops to attention! I take a few hits from my bottle of poppers. It peaks my pot buzz and I’m no longer just watching; I suddenly feel like I’m a “part of” all the sex going on!

I masturbate for about a half hour and only take a break when the rest of the group “cums” and leaves. Quiet. Good chance for a hit of 25X Salvia and … I’m gone. The ceiling drops, the walls melt in around me and I fall into the flowing lava. I force my eyes open. While nothing’s normal the horror is over. People-like ogres are now having sex around me. I take a few hits from my bottle of poppers and the movie screen is no longer a movie screen. It’s a raised entrance to a cave and naked people are sliding out from the opening and onto the floor to join us. What the hell? I tear off my towel and my penis takes on a life of its own. I “follow it” into the action and soon everyone is tugging, pulling and probing.

And so it goes for the next couple of hours. Orgy, quiet, a hit of Salvia, poppers, another orgy, Salvia, poppers … I’m going to hate going back to the senior center but … I sure am going to need some rest!

Time Reagent Media Amount Method
T + 0:00 Cialis Tablet 10 mg Oral
T + 0:45 Pot Bowl full 2 Puffs Smoked
T + 1:00 25X Salvia 1-hit bat 1 Puff Smoked
T + 1:10 Butyl-Nitrite 30 cc jar Several hits Inhaled
AKA “Poppers”
T + 1:20 - 3:30 Poppers 30 cc jar Several hits Inhaled
Every 10 min. or so
T + 1:30 - 3:00 25X Salvia 1-hit bat 1 Puff Smoked
Every half hour or so

This is my “cocktail” formula. ED (erectile dysfunction) can be broken into two parts; mental and physical. Mental; they say the brain is your major sex organ and as the brain goes so does the body. Physical; sometimes the body can’t quite follow the brain. Age, high blood pressure, diabetes, angst, worry, guilt, alcohol and other drugs come into play.

Cialis, like a long lasting version of Viagra, takes care of the physical but if the brain isn’t on board then Cialis doesn't seem to help. I’ve also found that Cialis is good for repeats, three-peats and more.

Because I am bi-sexual other men can be an option but because of decades of social and religious conditioning it’s often hard to give myself 'permission' to do what I want to do. Cialis doesn’t help much with this phenomenon. But the pot does. It shucks off the inhibitions and it makes me horny. No guilt, no angst. And the Cialis gives me the confidence that I can finish what I start. And, as long as I’m high and horny anyway, Cialis gives me the physical ability to go again. And again.

Poppers seem to complement the pot. It makes the horny more acute. And it re-peaks the pot as the pot starts to wane. Instead of having to toke up again all I have to do is take a hit from my jar of poppers. And the pot seems to complement the poppers. The acute horny rush from poppers normally only lasts for 60 to 90 seconds but on pot the horny high lasts for ten to fifteen minutes.

While I can’t say the pot and poppers give me hallucinations I can say they do create a certain sexual fantasy of sorts. They make me feel uh “desirable”. They make the sex more real, more urgent and more exciting!

I stumbled upon the Salvia by accident. Pot became unavailable (to old geezers like me) for a while. I tried bath salts. They were a lot of fun but they took the “play” out of “party” (as in “Party and Play”). So I then tried the herbals / potpourris (synthetic pot). They were an awesome pot substitute but then they too became unavailable. I even tried cough syrup. Loved it, loved the hallucinations. But while it can leave me feeling sexy it’s not for sex. It left me temporarily impotent.

That left Salvia: My first trip was terrifying but when the horror was over I was left with a *huge* rock hard erection! The first trip was so terrifying I swore never again but the sex was so awesome I tried it again the very next day.

Over time I’ve learned to shake off the terrors. In fact some subsequent trips were nothing but awesome! A few were so great I didn’t even bother with the sex because I was enjoying the experience much too much to let it stop!

But, in general, I always get a few minutes of terror before it gets good. The first minute or two is like, “yeah, yeah, been there, done this, fast forward, let’s get to the good part”. Unlike many drugs I’ve noticed a “reverse” tolerance. When I first started I was doing a whole bowl of 60 and 70X. Now I do a simple puff of 15 to 25X from a one-hit bat.

I’m 70 but it sure is *great fun* being 17 again for a few hours every week. Keeps me looking forward to tomorrow and … to another day … alive!

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 105573
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 70
Published: Feb 14, 2020	Views: 2,356
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