DOSE: T+ 0:00	repeated	oral	Alcohol
T+ 0:00	0.5 tablets	oral	MDMA
T+ 48:00	0.5 tablets	oral	MDMA
T+ 72:00	0.5 tablets	oral	MDMA
T+ 0:00	repeated	smoked	Tobacco - Cigarettes

BODY WEIGHT:

62 kg

My Hypersensitive E Experience

I came back from my senior trip to Ibiza yesterday, and what a trip. Literally. My friends and I went out every night and on our second outing, something really interesting was going around; drugs. The club was very spacious and that night it was all about drum & bass... The perfect environment. I was pretty drunk already. My best friend has had her fair share of drugs and really knows her shit, so when 5 of my other friends were telling me how excited they were getting, I felt like I had to try it as well. The pill was called 'Pink Love', a round, red, soft edged ecstasy experience. Because it was my first time, my best friend told me to take a half because she knows how sensitive I am. So, instead of paying back 5 euro, I just payed for some expensive club water and we were even.

About 40 minutes post ingestion, we were sitting outside smoking a cigarette. Actually I remember talking to this girl, and I thought I had heard my name, so I turned my head. And then it hit me. I was having my first peak. Everything was in slow motion, and I remember looking down at my hands, moving around my fingers... I felt so ecstatic. I just smiled like an idiot at my best friend, who couldn't stop laughing. She said we needed to go dance, and as I was getting up, I realised my legs were inexistent. Naturally, I jumped my way back into the club and looked very stupid in the process. I had a weird tic which consisted of me slicking my hair back (consistently) and shaking my head left and right. My best friend just kept watching me and suddenly put a black straw in my mouth. I couldn't stop playing with it. The music was so easy to dance to, I couldn't stop expressing myself either. We took many cigarette breaks, and before I knew it, we had danced for about 6 hours. I was starting to experience my 'down' as my best friend calls it. My dancing had become slower but so had the music (the DJ who knew exactly what he was doing). My best friend told me to 'just dance what I'm feeling', so I closed my eyes and swayed my way through the early morning. Took a bus back to the hotel with two other friends (who had taken) and arrived in my room feeling pretty weird.

I was alone because my best friend was somewhere else that morning, and I started to feel more and more weird. Note: I am hypersensitive. I managed to nap a couple of hours but kept waking up from auditory hallucinations. At this point it was about 9 am, and I was in bed crying because of my creepy dreams. It felt very bizarre, I wasn't myself. I called my best friend and she told me to take a shower, not to worry, and go back to sleep. I did as she said, and as I was going back to sleep, I had more hallucinations... I remember seeing a moving, alive, lobster on my nightstand. The painting on the wall had come to life and objects in the room kept moving places. I also started having cold sweats... It was extremely uncomfortable. As the day passed and hours went by, I thought it might be a good idea to eat some food. I met up with other friends and we discussed the night. As I started eating my lunch (my tongue was also screwed up from the straw) and took my first sip of water, I realised how fucking dehydrated I was. It's most likely where the hallucinations came from...

So that was my first hard drug experience... Two days later I took another half at a different club. My peak wasn't as fun and it was too packed... The music was too slow and I don't think I enjoyed it as much as my first time... The next night, I took again. The same (second) pill. It was called 'Orange Tulip' and was shaped like a little orange ghost (or tulip if you turn it around). All three times I only took half and my third time was the best. Unlike the first 'after day', I was able to sleep like a baby and I knew exactly that I wasn't dying or stressing out. I also made sure to be around people at all times. AND TO DRINK A SHITLOAD OF WATER. It really made all the difference. My third time was also at a club with dancing space and good, upbeat music. It was really fun and I didn't drink as much alcohol as with the other two experiences.

I don't think I want to take it again though, I had my fair share at this point... I don't wish to ruin the experience. What better time to have tried it out at a young age on my senior trip surrounded with friends who also tried it? Currently I am experiencing some mood swings, a bit of confusion, general tiredness and slightly blurry vision at times. This may also be from all the partying I did all week long and lack of sleep.. I'm really happy with my experience and very glad I only took halves all three times. Each took about 40 minutes to kick in, and the key was to not anticipate it... I was in a great state of mind and again, felt free and happy.

Exp Year: 2015	ExpID: 106425
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 18
Published: Jan 13, 2020	Views: 819
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