DOSE: T+ 0:00	500 mg	oral	Pharms - Propylhexedrine
T+ 2:20	8 g	oral	Vitamins / Supplements
T+ 2:20	15 mg	oral	Pharms - Olanzapine	(daily)
T+ 2:20	30 mg	oral	Pharms - Buspirone	(daily)
T+ 2:20	90 mg	oral	Phenobarbital	(daily)
T+ 0:00		vaporized	Nicotine

BODY WEIGHT:

250 lb

Benzedrex and the Addiction

Although Benzedrex is an OTC nasal inhaler and is a perfectly legal high if used recreationally and if I use it nasally more than recommended it will give me a slight buzz, it has strong addiction potential.

I am always looking for good legal highs because I sometimes get drug tested for the housing program I am in. I have shown drug use in the past and been caught so they test me more often now. Benzedrex can come up as a false positive for Amphetamines so I always have to have one for normal use in my pocket to show I use it frequently and tell them to look it up online, plus using it normally helps the high a lot.

Anyway before I get into it I'm a hopeless drug addict. I've tried everything from NA meetings to rehabs. I always find myself manipulating my psychiatrist for medications I can get high off of. I have been clean from heroin for about three years and that was just once and I ODed before that I was clean another clean life, but was I happy? I have ODed 9 times off Heroin and countless more off cocaine. They say in NA addiction is a disease and I believe it, I can't handle normal reality. I am epileptic, schizoaffective disorder, general and social anxiety disordered, depression, ADD, and PTSD. Needless to say my medicine cabinet is full of sedatives, tranquilizers, and much more. My doctor just wont prescribe me my Adderall because of my anxiety, I try and tell her when I'm on it I don't have anxiety which is true. But whatever I guess I'll just do more Benzedrex.

The last two months I found myself getting high off Benzedrex more and more, not just a trial. I have used it every day sometimes multiple times a day for the last 7 or 8 days straight, and a couple times a week for the past two months. I just feel so good off it and I can't get into trouble with the law using it. It's like Meth but doesn't last as long which I prefer because I do like to sleep at some point and it feels cleaner and there is no initial rush from it but it does kick in in about 10-15 minutes. I prefer a liquid extraction solution by using a half drunk bottle of water and half Coca-cola, I add the cotton pieces I cut up, put it in the microwave for 1:30 minutes at 70% power, then shake occasionally for the next half hour to hour, and get the cotton out as it should have massed together again and then suck on it (it has a very light taste at this point). Today I added two inhalers because last night wasn't as strong as usual so I believe I'm developing a tolerance. 8 minutes till I drink and get this on its way.

3:40 p.m.- I consumed the solution.

3:45 p.m.- I have music on and it is already sounding way more cooler than normal and I kinda dance a bit around my apartment. Already feeling the need to do stuff other than type this report so I'm going to go make some e-juice.

4:10 p.m.- Really enjoyed coming up with a flavor for my e-juice. I feel much more task oriented and the euphoria is starting to kick in, by body feels good whatever way I move it, and I'm starting to feel tingles in my head. It also feels like I'm breathing in pure oxygen. I wish I had more stuff to do someone to talk to though.

4:45 p.m.- Just made another e-juice, I'll tell you what I'm getting pretty good at it; all my flavors I have steeping smell awesome, I just hope they taste that way. I really don't want to turn the music off but that's all I've had on for the last week so I kinda want to change it up and watch some recordings I have on my DVR.

6:00 p.m.- It was saddening turning off the music; however, I have been watching Friends and I'm way into it so it was ok. I'm going to take 8 grams of N Acetyl L-Tyrosine right now it usually boosts my Benzedrex high. I probably don't need to as I am zinging around as it is but it wouldn't hurt to give it a boost.

7:30 p.m..- The incredible euphoria was and still is active but nowhere near my previous usages. I believe I have created a tolerance to this substance. I have ordered 26 more packages of Benzedrex which should arrive in about a week. I am going to try hard to resist going to Walgreens to get more and take a break. I still have one package left so I don't know when to use it. I want to use it tomorrow but I'm going to my parents house so I can get my son from my ex for Saturday and Sunday. If I just take the one it will probably be on the level of a strong Adderall high. I like it when I can barely sit down, cleaning things, listening to music, and making e-juice. I'd go outside and take a walk but I live in a pretty bad area, that's why I have to have my son's visitation at my parents in a very nice town. I could take it tomorrow and play all sorts of games my son makes up or Xbox, no music though. I would probably have a really good time with my son and me not being totally fucked up, just more into whatever we are doing.

Monday I'm going to see my psychiatrist and see what other drugs I can get prescribed. I'm hoping Sonata because that is the only sleeping pill my insurance covers but I don't want to add it to the list of drugs I'm physically addicted to so I'm going to ask for a prescription for a low dose maybe 25-75 mg of Amitryptaline and alternate prescriptions every week. I would also like to get her to bump up my Lorazapam from 1 mg to 2 mg, 1 mg doesn't help my panic attacks much at all.

8:00 p.m.- My euphoria is basically gone, I don't feel super energized, and I'm pretty much back to baseline except I am still very focused on anything I want to be focused on. I'm disappointed and satisfied at the same time. I'm disappointed because in all my other trips the effects were more pronounced and lasted way longer anywhere from 7-10 hours. This just shows me I need a break from thin for quite awhile except I'm getting 26 packs in the mail next week. I like to have a really fun and long lasting experience using only one inhaler. I don't think this is the type of drug where you can just do twice as much and get really messed up.

This will be the end and I hope people know you can get addicted and tolerance will build but it's the best legal high I have found for damn sure and I think I have tried them all. The only thing else that will really get me high is Kratom powder and I don't mess with the extracts I buy a quarter kilo and measure out 10-15 grams and put it in a plastic bottle with a wide opening add water and shake, put inn the microwave at 70% power for two minutes. I like to add some milk or liquid flavored coffee creamer, shake again and just chug it. GABA powder at 3-5 grams sublingually under the tongue is like a dose of Klonopin but that's it.

At 9:00 I am going to take my medication which includes: 15 mg Zyprexa, 30 mg Buspar, 90 mg phenobarbital but I think I'm going to take 150 mg, 200 mg Vimpat, 900 mg 5-HTP, 5 grams of GABA, Passion Flower extract, 2 mg Klonopin but I may take 4 or 5 milligrams, then after I am good and sedated a few hits of this super fire weed I got last night.

So the moral is occasional use is ok but when I do it day after day I develop a tolerance and I want it all the time since it is OTC.

Exp Year: 2016	ExpID: 108282
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 31
Published: Feb 16, 2023	Views: 681
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