DOSE: T+ 0:00	1 hit	oral	LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 0:00		smoked	Cannabis
T+ 1:30	150 seeds	oral	Morning Glory	(ground / crushed)
T+ 1:45		smoked	Cannabis
T+ 1:45		smoked	Heimia salicifolia	(dried)
T+ 1:45		smoked	Salvia divinorum	(extract - 10x)
T+ 7:30	1 tablet	oral	Pharms - Cetirizine
T+ 7:30	4 capsls	oral	Kratom
T+ 0:00		smoked	Tobacco

BODY WEIGHT:

130 lb

Preface:
I’ve been high on weed for the better part of 2 years, it helps keep my depression and anxiety in check. I smoke roughly a gram every day or two. I have constant naturally occurring OEV and CEV, and have for as long as I can remember, the most change I have ever seen from hallucinogens has been some patterns organized in ways specific to mushrooms, though I have noticed I hallucinate less on LSD/Morning Glory seeds than I do baseline (go figure). Some of my first experiences with weed were also with Salvia, though I wasn’t really aware what that meant at the time.

I am not a spiritual person and do not expect such experiences with psychedelics. My main intent is to alter my consciousness, preferably in my house, where I can float between being in my room alone and being around people. Tonight I plan to finish typing up my first book of poetry. I’ve been smoking Sinicuichi by itself and with weed multiple times a day for the past week.

It’s been a long week at work, it’s Tuesday (my Friday), and I’ve just worked 8 hours, barely eaten all week (stress and a dirty house makes it hard for me to eat, it’s not uncommon for me to eat a banana and a donut and nothing else in a day, though it is not the norm), and am in the process of moving for the 15th time in 5 years, after some negative interactions with a roommate (and my being in this house only being temporary anyway), I’ve been in the process of finding a place to move for the past few days.

It’s 7:30 and I’m in my car, I place the tab, under my tongue, and start to head home. My co-worker/future roommate flags me down and we smoke a bowl before I head home, LSD strain, telling him I’m in a rush to get before the LSD hits (which he agrees is a good idea), and I’m off at 7:38.

I get home around 8, noticing the effects of the LSD starting to come on, and one of my roommates has been cleaning all day, so three of us dive into the fridge and throw out anything suspect. The roommate I’ve been tiffing with is watching Salem (which I have seen and love, especially as a history student). One of my roommates comes home (there are 6 of us total), and we start accusing him of being a witch (everyone else in the house is sober), until he accuses us of being witches and on drugs.

I know that I took my dog for a short jog at some point in this time, and noticed that my natural OEV were almost unnoticeable.

At around 9, after another successful Great Purge, I ate ~150 (pre-counted) Heavenly Blue Morning Glory Seeds, ground lazily in a mortar and a bit in a food processor, in a single serve applesauce. (For context, this is my 4th time on LSD in 5 weeks, and period, and 6th time with Morning Glory seeds, also in the same time, and my second time combining them.) I’m full into the LSD peak, explaining to one of my roommates everything that is going on in Salem, both the show and their real life counterparts, as he hasn’t seen the show before.

At about 9:15, I go into my room and sit in front of my typewriter to work on a poem I’ve been writing for almost a year (at this point it’s just typing it up as a whole), but get bored and decide to try writing something else. I’ve been playing Tegan and Sara’s “Sainthood” most of this time, and’ve been bouncing between writing and dancing. I decide that, since I smoked my last nug at work, I’d pull together what bits of weed I could, enough for a single small hit, and toss it into my grinder with a hearty pinch of Sinicuichi (dry herb) and maybe an 1/8th as much Salvia (10x extract). The mixture was mostly Sini.

More context: I’ve been smoking Sini to cut down my weed smoking , grinding them together, I’ve noticed that I feel far more sharp than I do without smoking the Sini, my memory and dreaming have been better (I’ve lucid dreamed most of my life, but the weed cuts down on that, but smoking Sini, I’ve noticed a return in the intensity and my ability to remember dreams).

So I pack a very small bowl of this stuff, as I generally only microdose Salvia, especially when on LSD or Morning Glory, and clear it, holding my breath a while. I place my bong on the ground and unintentionally fling my lighter onto a nearby shelf. I’ve been sitting on my mattress on the ground, and I exhale, and suddenly I realize this is more than I bargained for, and lay down immediately.

When I opened my eyes, I was the only wall of a blue barn made of squares with mouths, with eyes where the windows might’ve been. I was watching myself in 3rd person. There was bright green grass, this made up of smaller squares, but otherwise not animated. (Note: My pillow is blue and my sheets are green, which accounts for the colour scheme.) I became aware that music was still playing, and I realized that I was the song that was playing. And that this whole thing was a music video for the song (I’m not sure a music video even exists for this song), and repeatedly heard the line “It’s all so silly to me now” and began to sit up, which I watched as a flat barn wall raising by itself to a vertical position. At this point, I could see my closed bedroom door at the end of my bed, and the line “I’ve got the cure for you” played over and over, and I realized leaving my bedroom and being with my roommates would make reality exist again, and opened the door a little harder than I normally would, and, sweating profusely, scittered across to my roommate, transforming from the Dadaist hell of my bedroom into the gloom of the Manson played Salem theme song, my dog and two cats running behind me into the room. My roommate gave me a look off almost horror (I assume because my convenient timing with the theme song and dramatic entrance), and I asked him how many times this has happened, to which he, confused, said “what?” and I began to laugh uncontrolably. For the next few minutes, as I came down, I walked between two couches in two rooms with two roommates and chatted to them as they watched Salem/played Call of Duty.

By 10:20, the salvia had completely worn off, and I asked the same roommate if he thought the grocery store was still open, to which he said “yeah, of course it’s still open. How high are you?” “very much so”.

I walked a few blocks to the grocery store to buy juice (as I do every time I take LSD) and spaghetti sauce. The weather was very mild, so I took my time and watched the stars as I went.I remember wanting to smoke a bowl of weed so badly, but didn’t feel like bothering anybody to get it illegally (being too late to go to the store). I got home, made spaghetti and meatballs, did my dishes, and watched Fraiser with a few of my roommates for a while, before returning to my room.

I started listening to Spirit Desire by Tiger’s Jaw and sifting out some of the salvia my my grinder. Packing mostly Sini bowls at this point (I had stupidly dumped almost all of my Sini in the original mixture), I could still feel a small bit of Salvia in each hit. I kept typing and dancing, typing about a 3rd of the poem (of a page long poem) without any mistakes, and decided to add two lines, finally ending it in a way I was happy with. I read up on Ergot, due it being in related vaults to LSD, and learned about its possible connection to “witch” trials in Europe (I’d heard a non-descriptive version of this theory before).

At this point, my roommate and I take my dog for a walk, It’s probably about midnight by now, and the LSD is coming down, and I can feel the Morning Glory seeds sedation a bit, the heavy limbs and all, and we tell stories about weird/bad experiences with cigarettes.

We got home and talked for a while longer, before I went back into my room to get ready to sleep. It’s 2:00 at this point, and I turn off my bedroom lights and lay down. I’ve very bad seasonal allergies, and laying down often means only breathing through one nostril. Generally on Morning Glory seeds, my brain won’t let me get to real sleep for a while, since my breathing is slowed such, and I’m lose awareness of my sinuses, which makes me think I’m not breathing, so I float between sleep and reality a while, focussing on my breathing (I don’t actually fear my breathing stopping, as it doesn’t, I only feel that way due to allergies). At ~3, I decide to take my Zyrtec D to help my breathing, and 4 Kratom 00 pill capsules to calm me down, and read for a bit before settling into a gentle, lucid sleep.

I woke up to my 7 am alarm, but slept for a few more hours, waking to my many alarms scattered across the morning, before sitting up and finishing the poem I had been working on, remembering exactly the lines I had decided on the night before.

I microdosed my mixture a few more times while cleaning my room, before sobering up a bit and driving to the store for a gram of Blue Dream Skunk. I noticed some residual Salvia effects, and realized I was less attentive than normal. Once I noticed, I was able to compensate, but was still uncomfortable. I got home, smoked a bowl, realized I had forgotten to take my mixture out of the grinder before adding weed, and had a lowkey Salvia high for a few minutes, stronger than my normal microdoses (these usually are enough for 2-3 min of feeling light and wavy, with minor merging into my surroundings). At this point I threw the mixture into a bag for a later date when I’m feeling brave (and may even add some tobacco, too) and smoked a clean bowl, rinsing my bong and wiping the bowl piece clean, to avoid any residual Salvia, and smoked a few bowls while I finished cleaning.

All in all, it was a pretty pleasant experience, and by far my most intense Salvia experience. The merging with songs bit is now extremely interesting to me, and means I’m going to pick my playlist very carefully next time I full dose Salvia, and will be doing so knowingly. I probably will hold off on the Salvia for a bit, though. I got everything I wanted out of the night and got to know one of my roommates a lot better.

Exp Year: 2016	ExpID: 108313
Gender: Not Specified
Age at time of experience: 23
Published: Aug 31, 2018	Views: 1,979
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