I Cry at the Possibilities
Oxycontin
Citation: SteveE. "I Cry at the Possibilities: An Experience with Oxycontin (exp109468)". Erowid.org. Nov 17, 2016. erowid.org/exp/109468
DOSE: |
80 mg | oral | Oxycodone | (pill / tablet) |
80 mg | oral | Oxycodone | (pill / tablet) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 230 lb |
I had taken one 80mg in the morning...I had taken off to the beach to watch some surfing. Before returning home I took a second 80mg, little recalling how recently I had taken the previous pill.
Before returning home I took a second 80mg, little recalling how recently I had taken the previous pill.
My wife, using her cell phone, recorded video of me. The sight of that to this day makes me cry from the pain of what I saw that day. It was a horror. I was a zombie of myself. And to this day, how I still get tears....(I am right now writing this). It was a horror that burns in my mind and keeps me so, so careful as I take much lower and less often any meds.
I think, on some level, I am lucky for the body I have for it just does not respond easily to meds...even to the extent that it fails to help me with a 'safe' sleeping pill like Benadryl. So I do have to be patient when looking for relief from this or that to 'sneak up' on a safe dosage until I find a level that works for me.
I hope this helps those on medications... Please...PLEASE...be careful as you maybe are looking for a 'high' because you are taking a chance. I went past my Danger Point obviously. And I was not looking for a high or any specific effect. When I feel pain at all I used to just take a pill. With those strong ones I was asking for trouble....and I got it!
Be Careful Please
Exp Year: 2015 | ExpID: 109468 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 69 | |
Published: Nov 17, 2016 | Views: 1,624 |
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Oxycodone (176) : Various (28), Overdose (29), General (1) |
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