Sucked Through a Portal
LSD
Citation: Trypy. "Sucked Through a Portal: An Experience with LSD (exp110263)". Erowid.org. Jun 18, 2018. erowid.org/exp/110263
DOSE: |
repeated | smoked | Cannabis | (plant material) |
200 ug | oral | LSD | (blotter / tab) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 140 lb |
Overall 2hrs had passes since I had first dropped, the feeling of warmth and euphoria was still steadily building and had become so intense that it was almost overwhelming. It felt like I had taken strong MDMA. Then suddenly while lying on a couch in the living room I felt a “pop” and it was as if reality went through a paper shredder and those strips of reality were sucked away into the top right of my vision. Those strips were replaced with complete blackness that eventually gave way to a mystical “dimension” void of space and time. While I was there I lost everything that I had always perceived as “me” all I was reduced to pure tranquility and I can vaguely remember vibrant reds, yellows, oranges, and purples. I don’t remember much about this place other than this. I’m not sure how long I was gone but while I was there it felt like eternity. I returned to “reality” with a wide grin, G and R asked me what happened and it took me a while to gather my thoughts all I could do was just smile and laugh like and insane man. I eventually gathered my thoughts and told them what had happened. They didn’t seem to believe me as they had never experienced anything similar on acid. I believe this to be my first ego death experience. Sadly, I have yet to experience anything like this since though, I have tried to return on multiple occasions but to no avail.
After I was able to collect myself I walked over to the mirror in the room and stared at myself for a while. At this point I was tripping sack and was curious what would happen. At first I looked normal, slowly, my skin became pale, eventually grey, my eyes turned a deep black, and my hair was moving as if it was alive. This startled me at first as I was not expecting to morph into a foreign being, but although eerie the being standing before me did not appear to be menacing. Since this first experience I have continually perceived myself as an “alien” looking entity. As the acid began to slowly ware of I saw fractals of lessening intricacy and vividness as I eventually returned to baseline, and was greeted the next day by a lovely afterglow as well as a feeling of newfound meaning and purpose that persisted for a couple of weeks afterwards.
Exp Year: 2016 | ExpID: 110263 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 18 | |
Published: Jun 18, 2018 | Views: 1,357 |
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