DOSE:

200 ug

oral

1P-LSD

(blotter / tab)

BODY WEIGHT:

170 lb

My last trip was a complete disaster. I ended up in the hospital after nearly committing suicide. After this, I chose to take a break from psychedelic drugs. But now that break was over.

Over the last few weeks I have been experiencing extreme depression. I worried that this depression would be amplified by the 1P-LSD and that I'd have another bad trip. Despite this - I swallowed the 2 tabs of 1P-LSD. It was 2:30 PM. A feeling of apprehension rushed through my body, and I knew there was no going back now.

I was laying in my bed with my eyes closed, waiting for the trip to begin. At approximately 3:00 PM, I began to feel the effects of the drug. There was a beautiful sensation of pleasure and warmth that built up in my chest. I was happier than I had been in months. As this feeling of pleasure grew stronger, I began laughing uncontrollably. The pleasure radiated from my chest and engulfed my body in an all-encompassing feeling of pure ecstasy, and at this point I knew that everything would be alright.

Still laying in bed, I opened my laptop and got on Facebook. I was receiving messages from a few different people, and it felt as if they all were belittling me. As if they hated me. But this did not matter, because I was in a state of pure joy and happiness. I closed facebook and began to listen to Liquid Skies by Kai Tracid. The music was amazing, and my first visual distortions were becoming apparent.

By 3:30 I was fully immersed in the psychedelic experience. My entire field of vision was changing colors, from blue to green to pink to red. My depth perception was extremely distorted and everything was morphing/changing shapes. I got out of bed and stared at myself in the mirror, and watched as fractals began to envelope my face. After a couple of minutes I realized that I am staring at myself stare at me staring at myself. Then I wondered - am I the reflection or the true me?

But whether or not I was merely a reflection did not matter, because this was the happiest day of my life. The physical pleasure became so intense that I could no longer stand, so I jumped back into my bed. I layed in bed for what felt like several hours, and I was trapped in another fit of laughter. I was very stimulated and could not keep my body still. I jumped back out of bed and went back to the mirror. I danced around my room with jubilation, having a conversation with myself about how beautiful life is. I stared at myself in the mirror and my usually low-self esteem was completely gone. I was in love with myself, and I took on many different personas and had conversations with them in the mirror. Throughout this entire time I experienced an extreme need to clench my jaw, but it did not bother me because the physical euphoria was so great.

I was shocked when I looked at my clock and it was only 4:30. It felt like I had been tripping for about 8 hours, but it had barely even been 2. It felt like I was going crazy, but I did not mind - because I wanted this trip to last forever. I began to think about all of the problems in my life. I'm doing bad in college, my friends and family are all turning against me, I'm on probation, facing jail time, thousands of dollars in fines.......But none of this mattered at all - all of my problems seemed very trivial. How could I be sad when our universe is so astoundingly beautiful? It felt as if I could never be depressed again.... I was in a blissful paradise.....

I spent the rest of my trip listening to music, dancing, thinking about how great life is, and watching funny videos on YouTube. 1P-LSD is a very interesting substance. From what I observed, the effects are nearly identical to an equal dosage of LSD-25.

My trip lasted until about midnight, but the visuals died down at about 8:00 PM. I took 10 milligrams of Melatonin to go to sleep.

I feel as if I have been reborn again and I plan to revisit this blissful paradise in about two weeks.

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 111618
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Mar 8, 2018	Views: 2,334
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