DOSE:

170 mg

smoked

5-MeO-DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

225 lb

[Erowid Note: The doses described in this report are potentially life threatening. The amount taken is beyond a heavy dose and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Doses such as this have been known to cause hospitalizations and/or deaths. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]
My intention: To purify my essence, my wife's and a friend's in Australia.

This was my fourth time and largest dose ever. I'd requested to go deeper due to my desire to do the work. I smoked 170mg in a forest with a trained shaman who chanted and sung songs that guided me during my journey. I thrashed about on the floor and kicked the altar off its stand, I hit my nose and bruised my elbows whilst the chanting brought about guides to assist me to clear my baggage.

During the journey I remember enjoying chasing the demons/shadows ad didn't want the medicine to wear off, I did true warrior work and after cleansing was rewarded.

Once I was cleansed I rolled on my back with my arms out wide with pupils dilated and legs spread apart. I went above God to a void of nothingness where not even consciousness existed, it was black yet not scary. Then I merged with God, God was everything, I was God, I was the plants, minerals, water etc. I was immersed in pure intelligence, light, rainbow, all knowing bliss.

I said to this energy I wanted to stay in this bliss and admired the beauty and instant understanding of everything. I understood that I had been the cause of all my problems and the answer to preventing future problems was simple, I was told that the moment I thought the problems started. My thoughts had created my problems and I understood that if I was to think it came with a huge responsibility such as creation, my thoughts were then words and then I was getting further away from god or the god within through desire and reckless emotions and attachments. I held that space for a long time taking in the lessons and didn't want to do anything apart from go into the forest alone, I feared talking would distract who I was.

I owe my journies success to the shaman who was taught by the sonoran tribe and journeyed with me. I've learnt that this medicine is the most powerful medicine in the world and commands respect. I'd never do this alone as I'm fully aware of the energies present that can cause potential psychosis if I'm not careful, I felt this deeply. I needed protection and I got it.

Namaste all.

Exp Year: 2019	ExpID: 113551
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 47
Published: Sep 25, 2019	Views: 961
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