DOSE:	.5 tablets	oral	MDMA	(pill / tablet)
		smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)
		oral	MDMA	(pill / tablet)

BODY WEIGHT:

200 lb

A Calm Ecstasy Trip

I have always wanted to experiment with ecstasy, but have never found a good place to do it. I have never done any hallucinogens or any harder drugs than marijuana, but have always been interested in them. I wanted to share my healing experience with you because I had the most wonderful experience I have ever heard of anybody having. I have never heard of any experiences like this, and I wanted to share mine with you.

I live with my parents so it is hard to find a good place that I can relax and just roll. My friend, D, recently got an apartment to himself, and we decided we would stop there, smoke some cannabis, and play dreamcast. I had picked up 4 white/spotted gray pills with an omega sign on them. I wanted to roll for the first time on new year's eve.

Now, D and I work together, and after work we needed a relaxer, and I was very low on my marijuana supply. I had the pills in my wallet so I pulled them out and we decided we would each take half a pill (I was told by my supplier, who rolls once a week, that these were very strong pills). So We got to his house and took half of a pill each, and smoked the rest of my cannabis. At that time I started to feel the ecstasy kick in, and I wanted a little more, so I took another (almost half) of a pill.

The feeling was unlike any other experience I have heard about. I was relaxed, reclining in a comfortable chair, and I did not want to get up, but I was not tired. I was staring at the picture of this albino tiger in D's house, and it started to have color. It's stripes were moving all over it's body and I then realized that I was hallucinating. It was unlike an acid trip that my brother had warned me about. The albino tiger smiled and waved at me, and this incredible warmth rushed through my body inside and out. I could not stop smiling, watching everything in the room turn into something new. It was the most wonderful experience. I loved it so much, that I started to get scared that it would be over. A dark presence swooped my body and I started to panic. I decided to look at the white tiger again, and it's smile reassured me that everything was ok and I was filled with the best feeling I could ever imagine. It was like I was in heaven. There were no bad feelings in my entire body. I was just looking up and staring, letting my mind wander where it wanted with no inhibitions. I remembered parts of my life from my childhood which had taught me valuable lessons, and I had now taken for granted and forgotten. I came to so many realizations about my life, about the universe itself, and how everything worked and fit together so perfectly. I felt as if I had achieved Nirvana.

I walked over to his room and laid down on his bed, with this wonderful feeling all night long. The weird thing was, the trip seemed to be stronger than the feeling from the physical feeling from the mdma which so many people seem to be hung up on. I realized that so many people who roll on ecstasy do it for the wrong reason. It worked almost as a healing source for me. Even days after the trip, these realizations I made are still with me.

I feel that I truly had a healing experience with ecstasy. The trip itself lasted for about 6 to 7 hours, with the first 4 hours being the strongest. I have never heard of anything like this from ecstasy. I feel so good about myself now, and I am a happier person altogether. I hope you get something from my experience, as I have.

Exp Year: 2001	ExpID: 11426
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jun 26, 2019	Views: 1,089
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