DOSE: T+ 0:00	repeated	insufflated	2-Fluorodeschloroketamine	(powder / crystals)
T+ 0:00	repeated	oral	Alcohol - Beer/Wine
T+ 2:00	50 mg	insufflated	MXiPr	(powder / crystals)
T+ 0:00		vaporized	DMT

BODY WEIGHT:

145 lb

This combination was by far one of the most psychedelic experiences of my life.

It all started when a buddy of mine called me, very emotional as he had just broken up with his girlfriend. He said he wanted to get high and asked me if I had any Ketamine.

"Sorta" I replied. "Come over".

+0:00
He brought a 6 pack of beers with him, and I explained to him I had 2-Fluoro-Deschloroketamine, where the chlorine atom was replaced with a fluorine atom. Since I knew he was in bad state, and I didn't want him in a hole in my living room, we did small bumps over a few hours, probably totaling 150mg each. We'd also drank the 6 pack. We were wobbly, but we never got too far out, which was my plan. I walked his wobbly butt to his house, and wobbled back to my own.

+2:00
I got home, and for some reason, I just had this urge to go deeper. Alas my 2F-DCK was all gone. But there was that 50mg MXIPr sample someone had given me. I knew 50mg was a pretty hefty dose, but I also didn't want 2 underwhelming trips with it. My friend had told me to eat it, but I I snorted it.

+2:15
I could feel reality getting really really weird and I went to lay on my Yoga mat. I brought my DMT vape cart with.

+?????
I can't tell you how I got there, but I can describe where I was and how I returned.

I basically became aware that I was a single point of consciousness In the center of a massive toroid structure. With trillions of colored lines that were constantly moving. I could see in all directions simultaneously. I spent easily 10,000 years in a state of complete nirvana before remembering a fragment of my original existence.

As soon as I had a memory of it, I started to slide down one of the millions of colored lines of the toroid. As I moved out of the center of the toroid, I watched all the other lines moving in a different way and they started turning into these waveforms and then into water. Which I realized was the ocean. I could hear it as well. Then I remembered someone I love (Ally!), and then I remembered who I was, and that I can control my body with my mind so I opened my eyes to find myself in my little house 1000s of miles away. I've never had such an experience and I've had several breakthrough experiences with 5-MeO-DMT. I feel like I left a part of myself in that place, so I hopefully can go back. I almost felt like I was a different person, than the one who entered the field.

I don't recall actually hitting the DMT vape pen, but it was empty, and it wasn't empty before so I must have hit the DMT at the peak of my MXIPr.

I called my friend who is a psychedelic therapist, I was freaking out telling him that I don't want to remain on earth anymore and that I discovered the true universe. He told me I was probably undergoing "Disassociative Induced Psychosis" and that I should calm down, and that everything is going to be ok, and that I'll be the same person I was in a few days.

Well it took a few days but he was right. I eventually became my normal self. However the first 2 days after, I would practice half ass holotropic breathing, and I could feel reality escaping me, but I would stop every time, fearful that if I made it back to that space, I would make the choice not to return.

Many months have passed and I still think about that space, but I'm pretty sure I have a few more things to experience before I finally die and go back there.

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115661
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: 34
Published: Sep 1, 2021	Views: 1,246
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