DOSE: T+ 0:00	Half hits	oral	LSD	(blotter / tab)
T+ 4:00	40 mg	oral	Oxycodone	(pill / tablet)
T+ 0:00	1 bowl	smoked	Cannabis	(flowers)

BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

Well, I had an extra 1/2 a tab leftover from a recent trip. (I plain ol' forgot to take it, I was so spaced an' happy--but that's another story to be told when I have more time).

I dropped at 5:15pm, before dinner and after a bowl of cornpops with the ideal in my mind that the acid would help me stay up all night to clean my room. Hey, possibly, just an elevated experience (seeing as I can never sleep when I have any kind of stimulant inside of me).

Mmm.. mom made spicy thai chicken, noodles, brocolli and tofu... mm.. candles...

My senses were enhanced and I didn't eat because I was hungry, I ate because the spices caught me by my nostrils and led my fork to my mouth. aaa... the candlelight was nice, and I was really feeling an elevated love between my family. It was nothing intense. These feelings hit me at about 6pm.

After dinner, I retreated to my room, put in an awesome trance cd ('euphoria, level 4'--GET IT) that I've had for awhile that I found while cleaning. I was flying just above the ground. Yeah, it was just a nice experience. I took a bath when I was what I would considor peaking at 7pm. It was paradise.. bubbles...yummi smells.. good feelings.

This lasted all night long until time started to slow down at around 11pm. ughh... my tooth hurt. I'm going to the dentist tomorrow..

So I popped half of an oxycodon. Hoping it would dull the pain, and clarify my world.

I still have have to clean my room, and I'll probably be up all night doing that... But as I was kissing my mother goodnight, a thought crossed my mind. I feel like lately, I've been coming across and taking stimulants, different kinds of 'no big deal' drugs, just to enhance some of my day in some way. I feel like maybe I could just have a bad combination of chemicals in my body, and I could just drop over and die. I considor myself pretty healthy, but recently I haven't been as healthy. I've almost been relying on my healthy past to cover up for my 'ill-behavior' with substances right now.

Damn. I smoked a bowl to go jogging, just to get higher. I never used to be like this. I hope everything can be real again. I feel like I've been going downhill in vain, and it's up to me to turn it around. Just remember. Drugs can make life meaningful. But so can life.

Exp Year: 2001	ExpID: 11607
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Aug 28, 2020	Views: 2,369
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