Is it important to you that the world have accurate information about drugs?
Please donate to support Erowid Center's vision!
Brief Reflections on a First Time
MDMA
Citation:   Mike H. "Brief Reflections on a First Time: An Experience with MDMA (exp19255)". Erowid.org. Nov 28, 2002. erowid.org/exp/19255

 
DOSE:
1 tablet oral MDMA
BODY WEIGHT: 170 lb
The setting was a Burning Man reunion type party at a place in Dumbo, Brooklyn. I started the night with a raging headache, and decided soon that this was probably not the best time to try a drug for the first time. So I resign myself to a lame night.

I got tired of the music pounding my head and asked my friend for his keys so I could go sleep in the car. But luckily the attendnet at the lot would not allow me to. So I walked back. My friend called me and sounded more blissed than I have ever heard him: 'Dude you have got to try this stuff!'. (At this point my headache had waned). So I went back to the party and tracked him down (it took a while). He had promised me two pills but had only one left 'You're only going to need one' he says, and he was right.

I would say that there's something akin to alcohol in E. But take away all the nasty nausea and foggy thinking, purify that feeling in a way you never thought possible and then extend it and deepen it.

I have always liked to dance by myself, but the ideas and notions that night were the next level up. The creativity went on and on.

I enjoyed telling people that this was my first time on E, and enjoyed hearing their perspective.

I did not drink enough and lost my voice the next day.

The guy who provided the pills said this was the best batch he had ever had (and he was experienced).

Sometimes, alone, several days later, I find myself repeating those dance moves.

It is not a drug but an elixir.

Exp Year: 2002ExpID: 19255
Gender: Male 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Nov 28, 2002Views: 9,303
[ View PDF (to print) ] [ View LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Swap Dark/Light ]
MDMA (3) : First Times (2), Large Group (10+) (19)

COPYRIGHTS: All reports copyright Erowid.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.

Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.


Experience Vaults Index Full List of Substances Search Submit Report User Settings About Main Psychoactive Vaults