Not Always a Happy High
Ecstasy
Citation: god. "Not Always a Happy High: An Experience with Ecstasy (exp20023)". Erowid.org. Feb 5, 2004. erowid.org/exp/20023
DOSE: |
0.5 tablets | oral | MDMA | (pill / tablet) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 100 lb |
The time came and we split the pill, almost evenly. My boyfriends half was probably a little bigger (I had had a bad experience on dxm the week before and didnt want to take too much). I took it and waited for the effects. And waited. And waited. I felt slightly high, slightly empathetic, and then very paranoid. I had NO REASON to be paranoid, it was probably just because of my recent coricidin mishap. Anyway, for the next four or so hours I lay in the grass outside wanting to leave, wishing all the people would go away and just wanting to be with my boyfriend. I was very mellow and easily annoyed and felt really apart from everybody except my boyfriend. I really wanted to lie down inside with him somewhere and just be with him. Even good friends of mine whose company I usually enjoy kind of pissed me off. I was worried about overheating, although I was outside in the cold at night and drinking water. I made people check my pulse. My boyfriend said he felt a little high, but not very. The negative feelings wore off after a few hours and I was able to relate to my friends normally. I was also very tired. Then I scored some ketamine on its own and was happy. That is all.
Exp Year: 2002 | ExpID: 20023 |
Gender: Female | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Feb 5, 2004 | Views: 4,539 |
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