Follow @Erowid on Instagram!
I Just Didn't Feel
Phenytoin
Citation:   S. Johnson. "I Just Didn't Feel: An Experience with Phenytoin (exp21679)". Erowid.org. Mar 7, 2003. erowid.org/exp/21679

 
DOSE:
100 mg oral Pharms - Phenytoin (daily)
BODY WEIGHT: 125 lb
After a craniotomy for a brain tumor, my neurosurgeon prescribed dilantin to prevent seizures. I had no serious documented side-effects, but I was on the medication for less than 6 mo.

I asked my doctor to wean me off of dilantin because of the effects on my emotions (or lack of). I essentially felt nothing. I couldn't feel happy, I couldn't feel sad. There was no anxiety, joy, fear, contentment, nothing. Sex didn't even feel.
I didn't feel bad. I just didn't feel.
A week or so after being off the drug I was back to normal.
Feeling bad, sad, anxious, etc. is better than feeling nothing.

Exp Year: 1983ExpID: 21679
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Mar 7, 2003Views: 9,967
[ View PDF (to print) ] [ View LaTeX (for geeks) ] [ Swap Dark/Light ]
Pharms - Phenytoin (261) : Health Problems (27), Not Applicable (38)

COPYRIGHTS: All reports copyright Erowid.
No AI Training use allowed without written permission.
TERMS OF USE: By accessing this page, you agree not to download, analyze, distill, reuse, digest, or feed into any AI-type system the report data without first contacting Erowid Center and receiving written permission.

Experience Reports are the writings and opinions of the authors who submit them. Some of the activities described are dangerous and/or illegal and none are recommended by Erowid Center.


Experience Vaults Index Full List of Substances Search Submit Report User Settings About Main Psychoactive Vaults