DOSE: T+ 0:00	6.0 mg	smoked	5-MeO-DMT	(powder / crystals)
T+ 0:30	10 mg	smoked	5-MeO-DMT	(powder / crystals)

BODY WEIGHT:

190 lb

This was one hell of an experience. Im not sure wether or not this is a more of a warning or an encouragement submission.I am a semi-experienced drug user, having dabbled in a few psychedelics...DPT, Harmala, Hawaiian baby woodrose, among others. One 6 Milligram dose was freebased off of aluminum foil and inhaled via a funnel. This produced a very surreal feeling, alot of shakiness. I was not satisfied...and went to relieve my bowels while a 10 milligram dose was being prepared by my friend, B, (the shit was quite refreshing.....kudos to the 5-Meo-DMT. B and I proceeded to the basement where we have set up a mattress for these experiences. I sat on the matress and used a toilet paper tube to inhale the smoke, ensuring that I would get it all. Immediately after exhaling the hit, my entire body began to wave and a strange vibrating frequency was felt in my ears that decrescendoed until one frequency was happening. I can only use the word happening because it was only happening, I was not feeling it. And then I ceased to exist. I experienced 'The Void' for about 10 minutes. During this period,I am told, my extremities shot out, and I convulsed violently. And then came the most insane part,of which I have little to no recollection. Apparently, my trip advocate, B, was attacked by myself. I seemed to think that he was perpetuating my trip and that only he could make it stop. I swung violently above his head as he dodged my attacks and backed away. I grabbed his head and bit it. Yes, I bit his forehead. I thank the universe that he did not retaliate, understanding my condition, because I could have very well awoken with a broken jaw. The only part of this I remember is about a half-second blip of a terror-stricken expression on B's face.

Then, I somehow managed my way back toward the matress, knocking over literally everything in my path. I flopped down on the matress and proceeded to repeatedly bang my head off the floor. I then crawled into the corner and licked a pair of skis. My trip provider, A, walked in the door, and I apparently traced my hand around his face with an expression, in his words, that was like a dead man, with sheer blankness behind my eyes. Shortly after this is when I regained any sense of consciousness. I sat up on the matress, my shirt as wet as if I had just jumped in a swimming pool. I am still curious as to how high my body temperature actually rose. A brought me some cold fluid to try and lower my body temperature and for a brief second I felt that he had some divine aura, supported by my actually calling him god. I made him leave the room, and brian stayed with me until the feeling faded away, between 5 and 10 minutes later. During this period I experienced some intense visual stimuli. My comedown provided me with a very clear, intensely honest feeling. Overall, the experience lasted about 20 minutes. I am not sure wether or not to call it an experience, since it was very out of body. I would recommend the experience, only so that one could feel the total absence of existence that I felt.

Exp Year: 2003	ExpID: 26469
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Aug 29, 2003	Views: 9,408
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