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First Night Awake
Methamphetamine
Citation:   laura hatez u. "First Night Awake: An Experience with Methamphetamine (exp33685)". Erowid.org. Apr 10, 2019. erowid.org/exp/33685

 
DOSE:
  insufflated Methamphetamine (powder / crystals)
    smoked Cannabis (plant material)
BODY WEIGHT: 133 lb
The first time that I tried meth was this past weekend. It was the most exciting feeling yet the comedown was horrific. It all started out when I was at my friend Ryan's house for the night because my mom had kicked me out and I had no where to go so he offered that I stay with him. And so I did. We talked for a while about what there was to do.I bought quater of bud before coming over so I was already prepared for our usual nightly activites which included getting stoned, and then eating and sleeping, then doing it the first 5 minutes after waking up, but he mentioned another drug this time. One that I wasnt quite familiar with but I knew what it was since my ex-bf used to be an addict. I was getting more and more anxious as he described the effects that it could give you, I wanted to do it BAD! And so ....as I wished, Ryan went out and bought a gram off of the dealer that I had bought bud off of like 30 minutes before.

So it was around like 10:00pm and we were sitting on his floor with the lamp from his desk next to us, I started getting more excited as he was preparing lines for us. He prepared 6 lines of this sexy white crushed crystal formed substance on his bedside table and gave me a cut straw and before I could say anything I remember my face being down and my nostrals INFLAMING with heat and burn as I sniffed my hardest making sure to get it clean. It was so odd, I never felt so much pain and rush at the same time in my life. I mean I've done other shit but not like this. Not as warm and exciting as this. Ryan chuckeld a bit as I handed him the straw and wiped my eyes, grabbing a tissue. He snorted like a fucking pro. It felt like it took me so long to get half way through one line when it looked like it took him half a second to be enraged with euphoric rushes and burning sensations.

I loved it the second it hit my body. I was in heaven. I sat up on his couch and waited 5 minutes before I started talking about going to take a piss and realizing that I couldnt shut the fuck up. I litterally went on for about 10 minutes about how I had to piss so bad but didnt wanna move. It was HYSTERICAL. I was laughing at myself, whether he was listening or not I was talking and talking and talking about this one subject that didnt even have a matter to the world.

I found it ironic that I had a stuffy nose before and then within 2 seconds after snorting just ONE line I was good and clear and able to breathe normally. I loved this drug from the start and I still do. So anyway I went home the next day without any sleep for over 30 hours. Lol yeah it keeps me up for a long time. When I got home I smoked my weed and the comedown wasn’t as bad but it was still scarey because I was hungry from the weed but it made me sick to my stomach to wanna eat because I couldn’t touch food from the meth.

Anyway. I'm rambling on and on lol see what I mean. It makes me TALK A LOTTTT! Lol. Anyway (as I've said for the 3rd time so far) lol I am just telling you my experience with this drug - it was awesome It just makes me feel heavenly and godly, very VERY powerful. But I'm out tho because I've been talking to you for a while now and as you can see I'm on a trip because I cant shut up.

Exp Year: 2004ExpID: 33685
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Apr 10, 2019Views: 2,386
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