Agony, Not Ecstacy
MDMA
Citation: Alex. "Agony, Not Ecstacy: An Experience with MDMA (exp41412)". Erowid.org. Jan 27, 2019. erowid.org/exp/41412
DOSE: |
1 tablet | oral | MDMA | (pill / tablet) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 160 lb |
Mood: A little depressed, alienated from the people around me. I think to myself I guess this MDMA pill should set things alright, thats what there for!
I take the pill as the sun is setting. An hour later I had the worst experience of my life. Pacing around the concert hall trying to fight my body from having a seizure or a heart attack. Never have I felt this physically sick. It was absolute psychosis...So I ditch the place and end up walking around downtown Miami for 3 hours until this crap wears off.
I did not realize love or empathy like MDMA has done to me in the past. I realized the pain and suffering of the world we live in every day. Overall a very depressing and psychotic experiece. I will never do X again.
Exp Year: 2002 | ExpID: 41412 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Jan 27, 2019 | Views: 1,206 |
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