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It's Not Just My Mouth That's Numb

Cocaine

Citation: Banjo. "It's Not Just My Mouth That's Numb: An Experience with Cocaine (exp56077)". Erowid.org. Sep 21, 2006. erowid.org/exp/56077

DOSE:

Cocaine

BODY WEIGHT:

60 kg

About two months ago, I was forced to abrubtly end a two-month-old daily cocaine habit. Minor psychological withdrawals aside, that wasn't too bad. It's only after a few weeks that I've noticed that I may have done something awful to my mind.

I am numbed. A few of my emotions are intact, but even those are wild, fluctuating, unpredictable. I cannot at all, though, feel any real attachment to people. I am far more introverted. Despite attempts, I cannot seem to really care, or more severely, I cannot seem to really love anything or anyone.

Perhaps I did too much.

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 56077
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Sep 21, 2006	Views: 7,680
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