DOSE:

2 hits

smoked

Salvia divinorum

BODY WEIGHT:

117 lb

I went to Mexico this past summer with friends and tried salvia for my first time. The we were all in an almost empty room, the only thing that was there was 5 or 6 people, a candle, lighter, apple and a camera.

It was finally my turn to take a hit and so I layed on the floor with my feet on the wall. I took the hit and held it in for as long as I could, I exhaled and suddenly had and extreme urge to laugh. I ended up in the closet laughing my ass off. After that hit wore off I decided I wanted another. What happened next was nothing that I ever expected.

I took the hit in the same position that I took my first hit and as I was holding the hit in I was staring at the wall. The wall started morphing and I went to feel the wall. I guess I started saying 'what the fuck. Oh my god what the fuck' while I was feeling the wall. I turned around and looked at the items on the floor and the blue carpet. The carpet started turning into dancing pants and then the apple the candle and the camera started talking to me only they had my friends voices. Then the items on the floor turned into little atoms and my world started to turn into little pieces of existance. The apple broke up into little itty bitty atoms and all of a sudden I was one of those atoms.

I switched into this whole different world where I was an atom with no face. I was apart of the camera and there where so many other atoms like me. They didnt have faced either. They had souls and I could see them. Their souls were thier faces. And when I first entered this world these little peices of existances or atoms all turned around and looked at me and they said to me 'hey michelle your back' I was like 'what are you talking about' . And they said I was just ' tripping' . They explained to me that the world that I was just in (our reality) was all just a trip and that, that was life and suddenly I couldnt love anymore, feel although I felt very sad and many emotions were running through me. I told them that I wanted to go back and I didnt care if it was just a trip. Slowly my trip was wearing away and I could see some friends in the room that I once was.

When I saw my friends a rush of relief ran through my body, and I was back and I coul feel and love again. As I realized that I was coming off of my trip I got up and ran up and down the hall was because when I moved around it felt as if I where shaking the salvia and the trip off. Slowly but surely I could see clearly and see my friends looking at me. I realized that I was back. I was so happy to be off of that trip.

During the end of the trip when I was sort aware I just really wanted to shake that stuff off. It was a scary trip because I was baisically told that my real world wasnt real and all the years and the things that I have been through was just a trip. Though it was scary it was very spiritual. The salvia took over my mind. It is nothing that I could completely explain but I did the best I could. I kno that for sure I would not want to be stuck in a trip like that.

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 57459
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Oct 16, 2018	Views: 786
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