DOSE:	2 tablets	oral	MDMA	(pill / tablet)
	1.5 tablets	oral	MDMA	(pill / tablet)
		smoked	Cannabis	(plant material)

BODY WEIGHT:

160 lb

I was at the beach. My buddy and I spoke with a guy there who had some ectacy. We purchased about 4 tablets and ingested them (2each). After about an hour or so we were both feeling pretty good, so we decided to head to the boardwalk. Now the boardwalk is a place filled with people. There are many shops and lights and sounds and things to be entertained with. It was a very fun, party atmosphere. My experience there was one that I will never forget. I felt as if I had a message for all the people. I wanted to talk to everybody, I wanted to encourage people to keep on rocking(I know it sounds silly). Its hard to put into words but I really felt like I was living the way I was meant to live, without fear of anything or anyone, in touch with the spirits, being led by them, for whatever purpose they had.

We then met up with our friend again and purchased three more. Split in half our dosage was 1 1/2 tablets each, bringing our total amount each to 3 1/2. Now mind you, I've taken ecstasy before maybe 15 times, but this brand must have been pretty good and I'll explain why in a minute. Ok, so, after walking around for a while, we decided to sit down. A couple of minutes later, 2 girls, about our age approached us in a friendly manner, looking for a good time, or just a good conversation, I don't know. Anyways, we told them we had a hotel room and invited them to come hang out with us for a while. When we got there, they rolled up a couple of joints of marijuana and we all began to smoke. After this is when everything went wrong. I began to feel as though I was very distant, very far away from the rest of the group. I layed on the bed for a while, it was very awkward. For the next 2 or 3 hours I could not get up. The others in the room where just a faint whisper in the background. I felt as though a force was moving through my body. I could not stop moving, slithering in the bed the whole time. I heard wispers, as if it was some sort of being was speaking to me, comforting me and telling me that he was making me feel this way.

Every once in a while, I would look up at the television, it was like looking through a colidascope. The look on my friends face was that of disgust. I knew what he was thinking, he was disgusted at my behavior as if I was making love to a ghost or something. They told me the next day that they were concerned for me. They said my eyes were bulging out and looked liked they were ready to pop out. It was definitely a strange experience. It took me a long time to recover from it, at least a year. I was emotionally disturbed. I became very paranoid after that experience. In all honesty, I think there was some sort of ghost there that night. My friend said that he saw a reaper walk out of the bathroom behind one of the girls, and this was the girl that I could not look in her eyes the whole night. Maybe this is all in my head, maybe I made it out to be worse than it really was, but all I can say is the spirits are alive. And when I tapped into them, there the more powerful ones not us.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 65137
Gender: Male
Age at time of experience: Not Given
Published: Jul 10, 2021	Views: 653
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