First Time and Was Unable to Let Myself Come Up
DPT
Citation: Misty. "First Time and Was Unable to Let Myself Come Up: An Experience with DPT (exp7803)". Erowid.org. Feb 15, 2002. erowid.org/exp/7803
DOSE: |
45 mg | insufflated | DPT | (powder / crystals) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 100 lb |
Immediately after snorting the powder my eyes started to water and I my sinuses burned. After about 10 minutes it subsided, and turned into a mild sore throat, which lasted for the duration of my experience. The post-nasal drip was pretty nasty too.
At about 6:55 I got up to go to the bathroom. I came out and my boyfriend was breathing heavily and seemed to be pretty uncomfortable. Things around me began to look enhanced, and textures started to 'wiggle'. I noticed that my own breathing seemed heavier, like the air in the room had become thicker. My boyfriend got up and went in the bedroom, and I got up to get a glass of water. I went in the bedroom and he was on the bed breathing very heavily and rapidly. I sat down with him and told him to breathe slowly and deeply. I didn't get any higher after this.
By 7:20 he was starting to calm down, and I still felt just a little bit high, like I was still about to come up. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, to see if I could get myself to come up more if I'd relax, but my boyfriend’s breathing became heavy and fast again, and he started to shiver. I put his hands on my chest to try and warm them up and told him to pay attention to his breathing. He started to relax, and then began to shiver again, so I told him to visualize his breathing, and breathe deeply and slowly.
By about 7:40 I'd given up on trying to let myself come up, and I was feeling the mild effects of the DPT fade. My boyfriend was starting to come down too. I'd been asking him any questions I could think of to get him to talk to me, making him tell me about his mother and the pets that he had as a child, and his work. When I stopped asking him questions he said he wanted me to ask him more. Answering my questions seemed to help him to relax and handle the trip.
By 8:20 I was feeling pretty much normal, and by 8:40 my boyfriend was down too. I think that I prevented myself from coming up all the way by feeling that I needed to take care of my boyfriend. By preventing myself from coming up initially, after an hour I was unable to let myself finish coming into the trip. I think that I would have been able to had I not felt like I needed to keep it together incase my boyfriend hadn’t been able to handle it. Once I had started to worry, I stopped getting any higher.
It’s also possible that I didn’t get very high because I needed more, but generally it doesn’t take much for me to get high. It was probably a combination of what may be a low dose for me, and me mentally preventing myself from letting the DPT take full effect.
As far as the actual effects that I experienced went, I was unimpressed. It was kind of like acid, without the annoying thinking, and kind of like 5-MeO-DiPT, but without the visuals. The effects were probably just too mild for me to make any judgment, but I was unimpressed with the effects that I did get. I think I will try this again, with a higher dose.
Exp Year: 2001 | ExpID: 7803 |
Gender: Female | |
Age at time of experience: Not Given | |
Published: Feb 15, 2002 | Views: 13,796 |
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