Losing Reality - Feeling Alone
2C-D & 2C-I
Citation: Justin Cahse. "Losing Reality - Feeling Alone: An Experience with 2C-D & 2C-I (exp92217)". Erowid.org. Jan 10, 2018. erowid.org/exp/92217
DOSE: |
repeated | smoked | Cannabis | (plant material) |
1 | oral | Cannabis | (edible / food) | |
10 mg | oral | 2C-I | (powder / crystals) | |
30 mg | oral | 2C-D | (powder / crystals) | |
smoked | Cannabis | (plant material) |
BODY WEIGHT: | 225 lb |
So I arranged the trip with my other friend and we headed down once we had enough money. My friend and I were constantly smoking on the way down so by the time I got there I was already pretty high. So we got there, went to the club, ate an edible, and went skating. As I was skating I could tell how high I was getting because I was slowly losing coordination, which is weird because that usually never happens to me.
Once we were done we decided to go back to his apartment and chill there while we were waiting for his friend to bring some drugs. At about 11 at night this guy finally came with various different powders from the 2c family. I was down to trip because I was getting bored so I just trusted this guy to give me the right dosage of 2cd and 2ci. As he was measuring it out my good friend said “that’s a little much” and he just responded “well he’s a big kid” This sparked a little bit of paranoia in me but I still didn’t hesitate to lick the powder off the scale. It was extremely bitter but it was a lot easier to choke down than shrooms. My two other friends preceded by taking close to the same amount.
At around 1130 we smoked more and I couldn’t tell if I was starting to trip or I was just really high. I had the occasional giggle and my body started feeling good but it was nothing too serious.
At 12 my friends roommates who I didn’t know barged and the room and started talking to us. I noticed that it became extremely difficult to maintain the conversation and my thoughts were starting to race through my head. One of the roommates started talking to me all of a sudden colors became vibrant and the worst tracers I have ever experienced. I looked at my friend’s roommate and it looked as if he had multiple heads. I tried to snap myself out of it but my visions stayed the same
At about 1230 I was fully into my trip. At this peak two other unknown people walked in and an eerie energy came over me. All of a sudden I looked around and nothing I saw was familiar to me. The apartment I was in was dirty, dark, and had a funky smell that made me nauseous, my friends began to feel distant and unknown, and I was incredibly terrified of the nameless people in the room.
The apartment I was in was dirty, dark, and had a funky smell that made me nauseous, my friends began to feel distant and unknown, and I was incredibly terrified of the nameless people in the room.
At 1 I began to freak out. I had stared at the wall for what felt like two hours but was only ten minutes. The conversations going on around me were muffled and seemed as it was in a different language. I had the biggest urge to tell all the people in the room to leave and I was disgusted by the snobby smartass guest that was sitting next to me. I then slipped into my own world. Things happening around me seemed unreal and insignificant and I had lost a grip on reality. I began to think that my whole life was just one big dream and none of my possessions or friends had any value. This loss of reality made me frantic
I began to think that my whole life was just one big dream and none of my possessions or friends had any value. This loss of reality made me frantic
At 230 I had completely given up on life. Nothing mattered. There was no such thing as reality and I felt extremely lonely. I was over stimulated and it was too much to take in. I thought it was the end and I began to accept my death when all of a sudden I noticed that it was only my two friends and I. My brain finally began to relax and there was no longer a weird energy present. I went outside in the fog and it was a whole other world greeting me with open arms. The wind felt smooth on my skin and it was as if Mother Nature had come to rescue me from my nightmare. I stood outside for about 30 minutes feeling the most relieved I’ve felt in my life. When I came inside my head was clear as it has ever been and going to sleep was a piece of cake.
I woke up the next day at 10 with a slight headache but that was all. I was quiet during the day and only said about three words total for the whole day because I knew no matter hard I tried I could never really explain to anyone how life altering my experience was that night.
Exp Year: 2010 | ExpID: 92217 |
Gender: Male | |
Age at time of experience: 18 | |
Published: Jan 10, 2018 | Views: 1,472 |
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