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Past Heavy User
MDMA (Ecstasy)
Citation:   Haley B.. "Past Heavy User: An Experience with MDMA (Ecstasy) (exp92407)". Erowid.org. Aug 15, 2011. erowid.org/exp/92407

 
DOSE:
  oral MDMA
    smoked Cannabis
BODY WEIGHT: 90 lb
Hi I'm Haley. I used the drug ecstacy on and off for about 24 months of my life (2 years). I now am 18 and have yet to use the drug in 7 months. I feel like I’m doing 'good' but I also feel like I’m still young and should enjoy the experience while I can. I find that I've only had a few negative effects hit me, but unfortunately are the 'uncommon' ones.

For example. I used to ALWAYS be happy (even before taking the drug) and now it seems harder to have a good feeling, or get the butterflies. I feel as if taking the drug made it so when I’m not on it, nothing good is really as good as it really is!!! Also... Have you seen my typing?! Horrendous! I was a very smart, fast girl. Now I’m a bit slower, and its harder to focus. I daydream more and cant help but stare into space.

I also am a regular cannabis user. This may be the reason I have yet to 'fully recover', but I figured it would help. From the research I've done, the two dont seem to mix well.

[Reported Dose: '20-50']

Exp Year: 2010ExpID: 92407
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 16
Published: Aug 15, 2011Views: 1,268
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