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We went to a party in the desert- south of Israel. Me, A who was my bf at that time, my gf C and more friends. The organizers of the party arranged a bus that will take us to the party and back.

The minute we went on the bus A saw some 17-year-old girl who he knew from somewhere. He started talking to her and flirting with her. He didn't pay any attention to me all the way to the party. I became really angry and decided to ignore him. When we arrived to the party I took my LSD and I remember we fought and he stayed in the tent and I went to the party. It was really cold but I dropped all my clothes and stayed with a tiny shirt. I said to myself fuck him I'm not gonna ruin all my trip cuzz of him.

I remember me and my gfs dancing and I was heavily tripping. I was paranoid that he is with that girl and that it's better I won't see that. When the morning came I find myself dancing alone in the desert. I was so stoned I peed on myself and hung out like that all through the party! A friend who saw me like that told me gently 'don't u think u need to wear other pants'? from some reason I didn't saw A till the end of the party and then the party was over and we got on the bus again and it all started again. This girl was there with A again and they kept talking and flirting. I start to think paranoid thoughts, that they are laughing at me and that they exchange phone numbers so they can meet. All the way he sat next to her and they didn't stop talking. My friend C made me even more paranoid. I really wanted to go to that girl and hit her and I held myself not to do that. We got back to Tel Aviv and we got into my car so we can go home. (A was living in my house so I couldn't get rid of him). We barely talked and the vibe was bad and I was really stoned and I barely knew where I am and it was Friday and the roads was busy and I had to drive like this to my home.

[Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]
I don't remember much of that day I only remember the next day we had sex and it was amazing. He went to work and I stayed at home and my friend E came. And then I started to feel very weird. The trip was getting harder instead of getting over. It's really hard to explain this in words. I can only say that I felt the trip was stuck and it was a nightmare. I didn't want to go to work like that cuzz I was afraid someone will notice that I'm not 'normal'. I remember I felt disconnected from myself and it was very scary thing to feel. I was really afraid I'm gonna stay like that all my life. In addition I couldn't step down on my foot. I don't know what I did at the party I guess I danced too aggressively. I swear to myself that if I'm coming out of this bizarre trip state I will never take LSD again.

In the end it was somehow over and I came back to myself more or less. Of course after like 2 weeks I took acid again….

Exp Year: 2002	ExpID: 93010
Gender: Female
Age at time of experience: 25
Published: Feb 27, 2016	Views: 2,102
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