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Reptilian Baby Jesus
Mushrooms - P. semilanceata, Nitrous Oxide, & Cannabis
by lara
Citation:   lara. "Reptilian Baby Jesus: An Experience with Mushrooms - P. semilanceata, Nitrous Oxide, & Cannabis (exp96397)". Erowid.org. Oct 3, 2016. erowid.org/exp/96397

 
DOSE:
2 Tbsp oral Mushrooms - P. semilanceata (liquid)
  2 hits inhaled Nitrous Oxide (gas)
BODY WEIGHT: 9 st
I have experimented with magic mushrooms for years but this was my first experience with combining nitrous oxide with shrooms. I slowly ingested 2 large tablespoons of very strong mushroom honey sat around a fire with friends in my garden. An hour or so later I felt quite anxious and a little sick so I went to lay down on my bed. I soon felt better and returned to my friends who were high on MDMA, they decided to get the noz out and I was curious to know what it was like whilst tripping.

Nothing could have prepared me for what I was about to experience...

I took one deep breath of noz with my eyes closed and suddenly I was sucked into a worm hole of LSD like fractals. I took another breath thinking woah this is groovy, all of a sudden I clearly saw the face of a young child or baby boy made up of triangles... Not just any child, this child had razor sharp pointy teeth, elf-like wispy hair and reptilian-like eyes. I inhaled more and noticed there was a glowing golden motherly figure cradling the child from above. It was almost like being in the presence of a freaky lizard-like baby jesus and a ghostly mother mary. They both seemed to be trying to tell me something important but a second later they were both laughing at me hysterically. I have been a spiritual atheist all my life but after this experience I have been compelled to research religion and ancient history. I am now on a path to rid myself of negativity and fear but it has not been easy and I still have a long way to go.

The weird thing is, my boyfriend's brother experienced almost exactly the same thing when we had 2-3 small bombs of MDMA, 20 liberty caps and nitrous oxide. He saw clear as day a child-like boy with wispy hair and nashy teeth, though when I inhaled my balloon I experienced something quite different... This time I saw myself made up of hundreds of tiny bright stars, that exploded... I then saw the same worm hole I was sucked into before but instead of the child, I saw what I can only describe as prehistoric earth evolving at such a high speed I couldn't grasp much of the information at all... All I can remember seeing was strange plants and lifeforms I have never seen before, herds of massive dinosaurs and then suddenly my mind was flooded with a very instinctive tribal emotion, I saw snippits of what appeared to be primitive humans.

It was all a little murky afterwards, next time I want to avoid smoking weed as I am sure it suppresses the memory of my visions. For weeks afterwards I felt like I was at one with the whole universe.

I feel like there is much more to this god-head child than one may assume... I believe that it is perhaps some sort of strange mental representation of our ego or some part of our past that as been imprinted into our DNA.

Exp Year: 2011ExpID: 96397
Gender: Female 
Age at time of experience: 22
Published: Oct 3, 2016Views: 2,122
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Nitrous Oxide (40), Mushrooms - P. semilanceata (90) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3)

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